Joy
Digital Drawing
Femessence Series – Vulva Art for radical self acceptance
2022
A collective journey of radical self acceptance, worth & opportunity to receive adoration.
My intention for this series of work is for increased embodiment and spiritual awareness. It’s an opportunity for women to see, appreciate, accept, and approve of themselves, and realise their power and ability to create (magic, life, relationships, art).
Whilst the subject matter has evoked reactions and conversations around culture, gender specific values, experiences and opinions, this is not intended to be political or gendered. More of a self appreciation and acknowledgement of the spiritual and creative power of the feminine essence. Hence – “Femessence”
Acknowledging women’s sacred space and building a relationship with our bodies is a process which can bring you back into alignment and understanding. Simply, I believe we are created to create. By acknowledging our creative centres and power as females, this is a step towards creating the life we desire.
The artwork created is not mine; it’s the beauty of others represented on paper. It was a co-creation and I thank and appreciate every one of the participants in this series; for their grace, beauty, vulnerability and bravery.
As an arts therapist it’s not about the end piece entirely, it’s about the process of making the art and the beauty of the journey behind the piece – from the photography, to the conversations, to the displaying of the final pieces and emotions that occur, and the gifts that are exchanged after the work is “complete”. It’s a forever evolving experience – the start of a new intersubjective relationship.
Thank you to all for joining the experience and being a part of the creative process.

Ethnicity: Caucasian
Have you given birth vaginally?: No
Model’s Testimony:
I like my vulva. But because I don’t see her that often, I don’t feel that connected than for example with my hands, which i see all the time. But she’s happy, that I tune in regularly. I blamed her in the past of not performing as I wanted (during sex). However, today I am very gentle to her and listen to her needs. Same with my body in general. But to be honest, I am more critical with my body (belly and butt) than with my vulva.
I see my inner beauty and uniqueness, but I am also very strict to myself. I criticise my body a lot which I know, it’s not right but it’s coming up in not consciousness moments.
Since I know more about my human design, I start to appreciate and like my personality, weakness & strengths. And from this process I desired to feel even more connected to my vulva. I was magnetised to receive this art work because I had a vision of me and my children, doing some oracle cards and asking them which yoni is from Mami?
If I was asked to describe my viva in one word it would be JOY.
Looking at my Vulva (your draft) for a longer time let me recognise how much joy is in her. But It’s still a bit hidden. You can see it, but I feel she doesn’t believe in herself yet.
Before your draft I called my Vulva Marilyn (from Marilyn Monroe) for some reason. Maybe because she’s beautiful but deep in her she feels not loved enough.
Since I look at your draft I feel JOY fits better. Even it’s not fully 100% expressed yet, I see and feel the potential of her.
Thank you for your work!
